Can I just vent for a minute? I’m going to anyways.
I’m just cracking under the stress right now, I just feel like everyone wants so much from me and I just can’t do it all! I’m one person and I have issues of my own.
Between having this whole month of tryouts (which to me are pointless because I know and my coaches know I’m going to be on level 1, but that’s a whole different story) and taking a tumbling private in the middle of my monday trypouts and tumbling class right before my thursday tryout I’m just always so tired.
I dont get home untill at least 9 and then I have to do homework/study and by then I’m not in bed until midnight on a good day.
Then there are people that think I’m there to entertain them, there’s one person I’m hoping to start dating, my mom always expects a lot from me, so do my teachers and then there’s my friends and I feel like they don’t like me at all anymore.
So I’m just always stressed. and irritated and sad. and tired, and I really don’t want to be, I want to be the happy gianna that people are used to.